chubbymarco:

This is kinda keeping me awake right now so I thought I might just get it off my chest.

I really, really do want to (finally) get off hiatus soon, not least because - as I’ve noticed - I have beautiful asks in my inbox that have probably been sitting there for way too long already ugh but also just because I’ve simply been missing RPing a lot lately. Right now though, I seriously can’t think of ending my hiatus due to the fact that I’m about to move out and I’ll also start an internship in two days, meaning I probably won’t get my hands on a laptop at all for the next two weeks.

Secondly I wanted to talk about the reasons I’ve been procrastinating my return for so long. I guess the answer is simple - I am afraid. First of all, I guess I’m afraid because for some reason I’ve been feeling a lot better - or rather a lot less sad and depressed since I left. I don’t wanna blame tumblr for my depression but it did happen to make me feel very lonely from time to time and I don’t really want that feeling to return.
Then I think I’m also afraid of returning because I guess I’ve disappointed a lot of my RP partners, making them wait so long for me and I’m kinda afraid people are angry with me for that? (I really can’t deal with people being angry with me, heh..) But I guess I’ll have to cope with that. Besides I have been getting a few messages saying people actually missed me and that made me very happy. <3

Then lastly I do not really like what I’ve become over time, especially concerning depressing rants and “under-the-cut-posts” daring people to read about why I am a poor human being that needs to be comforted. I never wanted to post that kind of posts and I’m kinda shocked how many of them I posted especially around that time shortly before I started my hiatus. When I return I definitely want my blog to be different from that. I just want it to be happy and fluffy and apart from angsty RPs (which I still love loads) I don’t want any depressing content on it ever again.

Sorry for this terribly long rant but as I said, I just needed to get it off my chest, also I thought some people might want to know about my current situation, if not - obviously - just ignore me! uvu

Tagged: #queue #long post #rant

chubbymarco:

This is kinda keeping me awake right now so I thought I might just get it off my chest.

I really, really do want to (finally) get off hiatus soon, not least because - as I’ve noticed - I have beautiful asks in my inbox that have probably been sitting there for way too long already ugh but also just because I’ve simply been missing RPing a lot lately. Right now though, I seriously can’t think of ending my hiatus due to the fact that I’m about to move out and I’ll also start an internship in two days, meaning I probably won’t get my hands on a laptop at all for the next two weeks.

Secondly I wanted to talk about the reasons I’ve been procrastinating my return for so long. I guess the answer is simple - I am afraid. First of all, I guess I’m afraid because for some reason I’ve been feeling a lot better - or rather a lot less sad and depressed since I left. I don’t wanna blame tumblr for my depression but it did happen to make me feel very lonely from time to time and I don’t really want that feeling to return.
Then I think I’m also afraid of returning because I guess I’ve disappointed a lot of my RP partners, making them wait so long for me and I’m kinda afraid people are angry with me for that? (I really can’t deal with people being angry with me, heh..) But I guess I’ll have to cope with that. Besides I have been getting a few messages saying people actually missed me and that made me very happy. <3

Then lastly I do not really like what I’ve become over time, especially concerning depressing rants and “under-the-cut-posts” daring people to read about why I am a poor human being that needs to be comforted. I never wanted to post that kind of posts and I’m kinda shocked how many of them I posted especially around that time shortly before I started my hiatus. When I return I definitely want my blog to be different from that. I just want it to be happy and fluffy and apart from angsty RPs (which I still love loads) I don’t want any depressing content on it ever again.

Sorry for this terribly long rant but as I said, I just needed to get it off my chest, also I thought some people might want to know about my current situation, if not - obviously - just ignore me! uvu

Tagged: #queue

This is kinda keeping me awake right now so I thought I might just get it off my chest.

I really, really do want to (finally) get off hiatus soon, not least because - as I’ve noticed - I have beautiful asks in my inbox that have probably been sitting there for way too long already ugh but also just because I’ve simply been missing RPing a lot lately. Right now though, I seriously can’t think of ending my hiatus due to the fact that I’m about to move out and I’ll also start an internship in two days, meaning I probably won’t get my hands on a laptop at all for the next two weeks.

Secondly I wanted to talk about the reasons I’ve been procrastinating my return for so long. I guess the answer is simple - I am afraid. First of all, I guess I’m afraid because for some reason I’ve been feeling a lot better - or rather a lot less sad and depressed since I left. I don’t wanna blame tumblr for my depression but it did happen to make me feel very lonely from time to time and I don’t really want that feeling to return.
Then I think I’m also afraid of returning because I guess I’ve disappointed a lot of my RP partners, making them wait so long for me and I’m kinda afraid people are angry with me for that? (I really can’t deal with people being angry with me, heh..) But I guess I’ll have to cope with that. Besides I have been getting a few messages saying people actually missed me and that made me very happy. <3

Then lastly I do not really like what I’ve become over time, especially concerning depressing rants and “under-the-cut-posts” daring people to read about why I am a poor human being that needs to be comforted. I never wanted to post that kind of posts and I’m kinda shocked how many of them I posted especially around that time shortly before I started my hiatus. When I return I definitely want my blog to be different from that. I just want it to be happy and fluffy and apart from angsty RPs (which I still love loads) I don’t want any depressing content on it ever again.

Sorry for this terribly long rant but as I said, I just needed to get it off my chest, also I thought some people might want to know about my current situation, if not - obviously - just ignore me! uvu

|| You’re so sweet omg. ;u; -squishes you back- ❤️

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|| Awww seriously?! ;3; I still can’t process that someone actually misses me. *-* That’s really sweet of you, thanks a lot it means so much. ❤️
Besides, I missed you so much, too! -glomps- uvu

|| Phew, okay, I’m not even sure I still know how tumblr works but I’ve been tagged by the lovely jeannikitakirschtein, so here I am with a screenshot of my wallpaper. uvu

It’s been so long, I have no idea who has done this tag already so I don’t really know who to tag fhajfghjjk. ;A; Gosh I feel so lost. It’s time I return from this goddamn hiatus, ugh. orz

ask-irl-fem-freckles inquired: Hey friend! Just comin' to check up on ya, I hope you're okay! Stay happy and healthy <3

Oh my gosh, thank you this is so cute fhajkfdjkövf <3

Tbh I’m very okay! I’m just kinda busy, I had my bestie over for the most of last week and I will be on vacation for another week on wednesday so I won’t be coming off hiatus before July but I hope I will be back after my vacation because I’ve been missing tumblr and you guys and Marco (omg my wonderful muse) a lot. uvu

Again thank you so much for your message, it’s great to know people apparently still care about me. ;u;

heyitsmarcobodt:

hello friends i used your url as calligraphy practice
i’m still a beginner so excuse the fact that they’re not that good yet

chubbymarco chevaljean freckledstyle-horseface springkirschtein

|| Oh my gosh, it looks amazing! Ahhh, I’m honoured you thought of me~*w*

Anonymous inquired: when are you coming back? we miss you D_:

|| Aww you really miss me? ovo

Well, to be honest I can’t exactly tell when I’m gonna come back, I don’t even know why I took so long already, ugh. I’m just kinda busy at the moment, I guess?
However I won’t delete or abandon this blog or anything the like, so don’t worry about that! I’ll definitely be back. <3

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erwinthedanchou:

chubbymarco:

Thank you!! <3 Oh no. ;; Mine aren’t good enough to study pharmacy either but apparently they were sufficed for pta school and well maybe I’ll study afterwards.

However, I’m really glad something finally happens in my life, heh. uvu

[Oh I didn’t know there were schools for that. o.o Well, I’m going with chemistry now, hehe xD I wish you all the luck, non the less! <3 So cool~]

|| Ah, yes there are, heh. But they can charge a lot of money. orz My school’s 150€ per month which is fairly cheap considering there are schools that cost 300-400. x_x
Chemistry is very cool too and as long as you’re happy with it, it should be fine! uvu
Thank yoouuu! <3

Congrats, darling! I’m happy for you~

Ahhh thank you bby! <3

OMG congratz! *w* I wanted to become a pharmacist as well, but my grades weren’t good enough q///q *hugs* So cool!

Thank you!! <3 Oh no. ;; Mine aren’t good enough to study pharmacy either but apparently they were sufficed for pta school and well maybe I’ll study afterwards.
However, I’m really glad something finally happens in my life, heh. uvu

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